I keep having dreams where I tell Eric I love him and he either doesn't respond or says something along the lines of "I'm not ready to say that yet" or "I'm not there" or "It's too soon". It's awesome when something I am so insecure about sneaks into my dreams. No really. Love it. Things are going swimmingly and I'm a little afraid that something bad is going to happen because I am just so happy. I am crazy about Eric and I worry that maybe I developed feelings to soon or fell into it all too fast. Perhaps I am just searching for warning signs that this is all too good to be true. Or perhaps I really do deserve this happiness. :)