Do you ever get tired of your friends? Do the people you used to hang out with on a regular basis seem not all that appealing anymore?

I really hope that this works out. I really want to work on it, and fix the things that need to be changed. He needs his space, I need mine. I feel like since we've been through so much already, then why give it all up and stop now? I'm really confused right now and the only time I seem to get any clarity is when I talk to J and N. They really do help. It's easy to talk to them about anything. I feel that they ground me and give me advice from different perspectives.

I just need to be alone for a while. Hopefully things will blow over.

I think I'm going to start posting Shelby's letters up here. But I'm not sure if that's a good idea....